My Death Anxiety has come back with a vengeance!

I also think what's happening is I am processing Mike's death (and Chris', and my Mom's, and my Dad's, and my Grandmother's). Something I thought I had done earlier. It has caused a Generalized Anxiety that has destroyed my sense of time, and it's really hard for me to read or even remember the point of reading. Thus, I am going under some hypnosis tonight that is supposed to be 100% effective. Once I get rid of the Death Anxiety, I am pretty confident the Depersonalization and Derealization will fade away. My fingers are crossed and I am praying...